ok
i'm screwed
i don't know what the F*** i'm doing
even though i have alot of things i wanna complain about my oral
there is seriously alot of vulgarities i wanted to scold
but i just wanted to forget how i performed
seriously suck to the core
stumble, stumble and more stumble
i'm wondering
can this week get any worse ??
seriously ...
i'm speechless about myself
i'm such a failure in everything
...
when walked out of the school
i felt sooo...
dont know is
depressed or disappointed?
it's just a mixed feeling though
can't be explained at all
it's like you wanna walked out and get hit down by cars
ya it's that kind of feeling
...
well these two days been practising oral...
seriously don't know still like that
... but really want to thanks weifen for practicing with me
...
more like she is helping me
really want to thank weifen ...
we aren't close though
i only can say that we are just the normal classmates in secondary school
but she even go for the extra mile to help me
she also retaking and i 自身难保
so can't help her much
actually i didn't really help her because english is the weakest subject...
....
可能weifen不知道
weifen帮了我很多
不只是oral
还有更多...
两天前的事
还在脑海里打转
当一个人的时候
耳边好像会传来
"因为他,我才能撑到那天"
也不知道为什么
当我一个人的时候就听到那句话
也感到好难过...
夜里也睡不着
可是幸好这两天
我们约好练习oral
当她在和我练习的时候
至少我不觉得孤单
也不会觉得彷徨无助
...
就真的很专心的在练习
就是觉得有朋友真好
即使我们以前没多说什么话
但是weifen也算无意间
伴我度过一个人生中的难关吧
...
如果没有和weifen一起练习的话
可能当我一个人练习时
我会疯掉吧
